As I wrote that title, I heard my sister’s voice at the back of my head saying “finally you are being honest about your obsessions.” Hehe Chris Brown to be honest is and will always be my favorite! Mum is nodding her heard at this because even she knew! When I was younger I used to call Chris Brown my husband, I used to say if I had just been married to the love of my life and Chris Brown came and asked me to be his girlfriend, I’d walk away….from my husband and go to Chris Brown.
No artist in the world in my heart could ever compare. Now as much as I was obsessed when I was a teen, I am a grown woman right now (kinda) and I do have some opinions that I would love to share. Chris Brown, I am still in love with you. Maybe not as obsessively as I used to but in a better more mature way I would say. I love him because he is a talented human being and I am so grateful that he allows us to share in his gift. I love him because he is human and I love people who are real and honest both when it’s amazing and when it’s not.
I watched his ‘Welcome To My Life’ and Usher said something that struck a nerve with me. He said and I am paraphrasing of course that ‘we all have to have something to go through, otherwise it would not be worth it when we get there.’ Chris Brown showed us both sides of handling difficult situation after difficult situation. I don’t think many of us could take in as much good and bad as he did and as he has. At the end of it he got the opportunity to become better and to understand himself on a spiritual level and to be honest that is what I aspire to do. That is what we aspire to do and to feel one day. That feature film I felt it more than I had ever imagined. It was less about the name and more about the story of a man.
Another thing is that fear is the enemy. Fear will hold you back. Fear will not allow you to grow. Fear will keep you in the darkness for so long that light will be a bad thing. Fear is something we need to step into. Chris Brown could come out with bad songs or dance moves or art or even his clothing line, Black Pyramid, but that doesn’t stop him from stepping into it and doing it anyway. This is a wake up call to my system. No excuses, just work in love.
One last thing….family is everything. It all comes back to that group that saw you and saw the light in you rather than the darkness. Those people that trusted even when you did not yourself. They are never too many, they are just enough to take us to that next level of self-awareness. They are the best and all we can do in return is be there for them with open arms.
Thank you Chris Brown so much. You are a major part of my story and my sister has many stories to attest to that. Anyway may nothing but blessings shower your path and I love you and your work!
As always guys, I wish you nothing but positive vibes, love and light! Thanks for reading and have a good one!!
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